
My life has been filled with busyness from school, nannying and trying to breathe. Stress does not look good on me, let me tell you! I love being busy, i do, always having things to do, but i think that in order for me to stay busy, and to avoid being stressed to the max, I needed to create at least one day a week for a Sabbath day . Those days are hard to find. Ive been learning how to prioritize big time. I needed to reevaluate what I was putting my 3 T's into. My Time, my Treasure, and my Talent. What is important in my life?
I have deemed Awaken extremely important in my life, yet i found i was not giving my all to Awaken and its community. So i decided that in order for me to give everything i have to something so important in my life, i needed to utilise the rest of my weekend to get work done so i didnt have to worry about it after or before Awaken, and I could come to that place of worship, community, and learning instead of thinking about " how am i going to get all this done in one night? " So far so good.
Another aspect of my life, is this boy. I wont spend too much time on him, but i'd like to say, that after i gave it up to God, i felt so much better about the whole situation. I met this boy or man i guess ha and he is truly an outstanding man of God. I asked him to pray about us, and we both did, and both, without telling eachother previously, felt as though God was calling us to slow down, and get ot know eachother beter, before rushing into something that could potentially not have God as the center. So for the time being, although our feelings are mutual, we are going to wait on God, and allow God to be the center of our relationship, praying about it, and taking things slow. He is a great person, and even if as we get to know eachother better we decide not to pursue things, God will have again given me an amazing friend.
These past few weeks i'll admit have been hard. My sister moved out, and is now living with my mom, and so now its just me and my father, and Finnigan. Well, Finnigan as long as we can keep him. During this time period, my dad almost lost his job, but thankfully, everything worked out, and he is okay right now. It was a struggle not having my sister at home, but God is moving, and eventually i will see why this had to happen.
My God lives. And he loves, he moves, he is gracious, forgiving, bigger than we can imagine, he is to be feared, followed, and is everlasting.
I will continue to have hope in my God, for as long as i live.
Jesus conquered the grave.
1 comment:
Dear dear Bree
You're so inspiring.
Your faith is amazing, and so are you. I love you so much, I can't wait to spend the summer with you!
lovelove&peace
April
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