if you'd just realise.

[ Love is crazy pretty baby take it real slow , my feelings show . ]

As a rush of emotions over take me, i need to take a step back, and think about this situation from a different perspective. This is what i asked for wasn't it?
I asked God to tell me what to do with this situation, with my heart, with this guy, and after two years, God spoke in the most literal of ways. Through him.
It was a surprise, let me tell you, because everything seemed to be going great. And then , through honesty and looking out for eachother, it happened. Honesty.
His emotions were laid out onto the table, and it scared me.
And at that moment, i realised, this is what i asked for. In my head, expecting a different outcome, but in my heart, knowing God let me know, before things got deeper, and emotions took over. And im not going to lie, it hurt alittle. To have every little bit of hope squished out of you, over a boy. But i have amazing friends. And they were there, and they helped me put this into perspective.

What would you rather have bree? A relationship that may not last, or a million amazing friendships that are forever. And you know what my answer was? Cats. I'll just buy cats. baha.

But seriously, after a moment of an aching heart, and a few hours of utter realisation, i am where i am, because of my everlasting god. Because of my faithful prayers night after night, and because of a great friendship, i would never want to lose.

This is going to be my year. I know it.

Anyone know where i can buy bulk cats?

Bree =)