take it back.

I must have jinxed myself because today was the worst day ever.
The ladies in baby central told Connie ( head lady) that i dont do anything.
i dont play with the kids, i dont help change diapers, they ask me to do things, like feed kids, and i say no. Can you imagine me saying, uhm no i wont feed this baby. Or sitting on my butt and not playing with as many babies as i could at once.
So i told Connie they were not telling the truth, and that in fact it was the other way around. She told me i should just think of it as a language barrier, and that i should go clean the nursary, vaccum and do dishes so they wouldnt be mad at me.
So i did. 20 clean bottles later, a spotless nursary, and 4 lying ladies later, and im really upset.
Why would i want to be there? Most of you know how much i love babies. i love them so much i cannot wait for my own. So this person they are talking about to Connie cannot be me.
They dont want me there, and i dont know why, but it sucks, because i get the brunt of it,
And Connie, told me today she wants me to " cool " off and work in the kitchen for a while. The KITCHEN??
i cant cook, i love kids, not dishes, so why would i want to stay here alone, without my family to work in the kitchen?

what a horrible horrible day.