And these past few weeks ive found have been killer. They were do or die, It would either make me stronger, or it would kill me. Thankfully it made me stronger.
I found myself alone, alot, and at first i enjoyed it. It gave me time to reflect, pray, write, and spend alot of time with God, but as days became weeks, it was extremely hard for me to be alone. I found myself sitting at home, doing nothing, friends who said they would call, didnt, friends who made plans, never made them with me, and it hurt, and it was hard. How could someone deserve to be alone like that? To need their friends, and have their friends not follow through, to need a family, yet their family always seemed to be away.
But i knew that at some point during this time, God would show me something that i needed to know, and he did.
I found myself alone, alot, and at first i enjoyed it. It gave me time to reflect, pray, write, and spend alot of time with God, but as days became weeks, it was extremely hard for me to be alone. I found myself sitting at home, doing nothing, friends who said they would call, didnt, friends who made plans, never made them with me, and it hurt, and it was hard. How could someone deserve to be alone like that? To need their friends, and have their friends not follow through, to need a family, yet their family always seemed to be away.
But i knew that at some point during this time, God would show me something that i needed to know, and he did.
the ONLY thing i need is him. Friends are amazing, family is forever, but when it all comes down to it, who is there when we feel alone? God is. Who is there when we need to talk? God is.
God would NEVER leave you alone.
Another lesson learned, and lots more to go im sure, but i hope it goes better from here on out.
Bree.
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